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ryzoncity entry 0.8

I am not saying we should build Panera breads nor should we build castles of coffee places in Africa or massive hotels all I am saying is that for the landscape we can do much better the rest of the world depend on the resources that comes out of Africa so why isn’t Africa the most powerful nation in the world? 

I am just annoyed why the world haven't changed since we (those in my generation) were children, since we all started to question the world and to figure out what in nonsense since we became wise or are we still foolish. why do we have the same problems why do we allow them to take us for a swim and eventually drowning us. why do we do this to ourselves. leaving more piles of problems for out grandkids to deal with. as long as I live I will do what ever I can through my art to make a difference in the world for I am a world leader and I pray those in my generation live long so they can cry at the mess they allowed to continue through their time. 

why do I have to keep asking these questions and why is is that rich people not actually doing anything to change the state of the world (except for very few like Elon) I totally understand that profit drives business which shouldn't actually be the case but lets go with it. if that's the case then we should be ensuring that people have enough work all over so they can contribute to the system instead of behind a burden to it. 

is this part of being an adult to give up on our childhood dreams of changing the world? to sit back and work for them as they dictate to us how we should live? accepting their ways and rules as if life have rules slowly we are getting into a dark place a very dark place and everyone is being cradled. 

I also want to, int this entry shed some light on how I process my distractions. In 2009 I realized that I had no addictions except for art and fashion designing at the time; fashion design is strangely an addiction for me but I can control it. I did not want to let my self get carried away with fashion because I felt like it was hopeless regardless of how good I was at it. I tried in various ways to get slightly established but to no avail so I stopped and set it aside for the future yet to come, also regarding that I no longer intend to do any mass production only limited runs and only clothing for my family nothing else because I am not swapping one rat race for another. I will stick to the business of art; anyway, I am good and stopping my addictions, whether its sweets or fashion drawings or watching anime or anything that I or someone would consider an addiction I never truly had one I couldn't stop doing. 

I learnt that its takes about 22 days to pick up a new habit and knowing that I can manipulate what I want my future self to be in 22 days. see, you don't need a ton of information to get by but a concentrated form of information is the key. which brings me to my point; concentration of your distractions is key. 

concentrating Distractions; many times we falter due to nonsense that surrounds us its not our fault you cannot escape nonsense, you can no longer escape distractions not if you have a responsibility that compels you to return to whatever the thing is. Lets use women and the love I have for them or how much I love a fresh vagina! Now I could go on and on about how to stay away from these bitches tryna stop your progress but the truth is that its you who have the power not the bitches, its you who allow the distraction to take the best of you so its only you who can control them. get married to concentrate the distraction on women; it has nothing to do with idealism but the focus of your energy so you don't waste time, efforts and love energy on anyone using you as a passenger only to be left off in the middle of nowhere. 

play only one game that has limited features but excellent to grab your attention if you are addicted to games don't go grabbing a bunch of games and try to beat the high score, our minds is trying to relax with addictions but if you don't concentrate them it will be confused. 





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